So my last post was about Valentines Day, and Love - La-Te-DA! I still have no opinion on that. In the past 2 months I have had my past come back into my life, and it did absolutely no good. In my experience (NOT everyone's, just mine) I need to quit letting the past overwhelm me. And also take a stand in my personal feelings. I know what I want, and what I don't want. If that's not OK, then get the f*&;% out! I am sick of games, midnight calls, and run around's. I am better than that, and I have realized that MAYBE I have been letting myself settle for less, and allowing the bullshit to be OK.
What get's me is that when I do voice my opinion I am a bitch. OK I can deal with that. I would rather be a bitch than get stepped on like I have been in the past (taking the blame here! ).
All I am saying is I have a goal, many goals, and in the last five years my goals have been my life, yes I have put them before many things (not including my parents), and I want to achieve them, live, thrive, be me! Not live for someone else, or what they think I should be, or better yet apologize for who I am.
Goodbye games, assholes, and guys that just don't know what they want. I am not saying I know what I want in the long term, but I know what I don't want. And if you can't be honest - well...
xoxo
My post's suck! - I am sorry - I am in the middle of studying for some serious exams now! much love!
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