So just another day..... another day gone, another day to look forward too.
Yet so many things are going on. One of my dear friends found out she is pregnant. Which is absolutely fantastic! However, it makes for all this baby talk.
It seems to me that all my friends are having babies, getting married, ect, ect. And then the lovely questions come at me.
When are you going to settle down?
When are you going to having kids?
Well, the answer is....
I DON"T KNOW!!!!
I have so many things in my life that I want to do, and well getting married and having kids are just not in the picture right now.
What is wrong with that? Well apparently I am weird or something, because I am not ready to settle down and have babies...... Yeah OK. :(
HHHHHMMMMMMM. What happened to living your life, having your dreams, your goals?
Just because mine are not about getting married and having children I don't think that makes me any less successful. Right?
I am just not sure if it's in the cards for me. My goals and dreams are different. I want to write, and travel, finish school. Not to mention maybe, a good man :) lol
Bringing me to another point. How am I going to have kids, if I can't even find the right guy to settle down with? Yeah well that's my thinking... I am not ready for that either, and even then, I am still not sure about kids.
Ok so this is my rant, just under a little pressure, from things I shouldn't even be getting pressured about. But well that's why I have my blog. I can write what I feel and what I know.
Being weird in this world is actually closer to wonderful than the other way around and closer to wisdom than wacky. Your friends are finding happiness in similar things and they figure you too can have happiness the same way. It’s hard to know what’s in the deck of days that have un-dealt and un-played so remain open but focused.
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