Saturday, June 23, 2007

A Mighty Heart

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The avid reader that I am, I have been reading a book called "A Mighty Heart". For those of you who have been following the events taking place over in the middle east, you may have heard of a journalist by the name of Daniel Pearl.
He was kidnapped in Pakistan shortly after 9/11. His wife Mariane Pearl wrote this book in his memory.

I remember when the news of his kidnapping first hit the news, it was devastating, and as I learn more about his life, it breaks my heart even more. The terrorists that kidnapped him accused him of being a spy of some sort, and demanded things that were impossible to deliver. He was a journalist, a man trying to bridge the gap between worlds so differently lived. Yet he was murdered for the senseless act of terrorism.
I guess the reason why I am writing about this is, I think you should read this book. I have learned so much of a culture that I would never, and still don't understand. A world in which you don't know who to trust, or where to turn. A world in which the people who are supposed to help, only pretend to help, only to later learn knew more about the whereabouts and the kidnapping then they would ever let on.
To me the pain his family endured, and the hardship that they went through is unimaginable. Just think about loosing a person whom you love so much, only to see his face on images that show the torture that he had to endure, imagine the pain you would feel as your husband is beheaded on TV, in front of the world and his body discovered in 10 different pieces buried in a shallow grave.

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You can't. Simple as that. Why? Because we live in a country that doesn't understand the lives of the people we are fighting. We only see what is in front of us, not the picture at whole.
I have been following the tragic events that have unfolded since the beginning of the war, this person, Daniel Pearl and his wife Mariane have touched me deeply.
I still do not understand the faceless acts of hatred that are committed in this country and abroad, but this story has enlightened me on a world that is so very different form which I know.
If you have a chance please pick up the book, it is a sad read, but an honesty put forth that makes you see things that maybe you wouldn't normally see. It touches on the events leading up to and following his murder. It shows the love and compassion of his family and the people of Pakistan, but mostly his brave wife.
Remember that we have soldiers over there fighting for our country, but is this a war we can win? This question I can not answer, but pray that we can make peace. Peace between worlds that are so very different.
I support our troops 100%, and pray for their safe return. I hope for the best, yet expect the worst.
We are fighting a war that makes no sense, that involves a hatred on a level that is so deep.
All I ask is that you don't forget, the families, friends, brother and sisters. The people over there trying to make a difference.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Baby Talk

So just another day..... another day gone, another day to look forward too.
Yet so many things are going on. One of my dear friends found out she is pregnant. Which is absolutely fantastic! However, it makes for all this baby talk.
It seems to me that all my friends are having babies, getting married, ect, ect. And then the lovely questions come at me.
When are you going to settle down?
When are you going to having kids?
Well, the answer is....
I DON"T KNOW!!!!
I have so many things in my life that I want to do, and well getting married and having kids are just not in the picture right now.
What is wrong with that? Well apparently I am weird or something, because I am not ready to settle down and have babies...... Yeah OK. :(

HHHHHMMMMMMM. What happened to living your life, having your dreams, your goals?
Just because mine are not about getting married and having children I don't think that makes me any less successful. Right?
I am just not sure if it's in the cards for me. My goals and dreams are different. I want to write, and travel, finish school. Not to mention maybe, a good man :) lol

Bringing me to another point. How am I going to have kids, if I can't even find the right guy to settle down with? Yeah well that's my thinking... I am not ready for that either, and even then, I am still not sure about kids.

Ok so this is my rant, just under a little pressure, from things I shouldn't even be getting pressured about. But well that's why I have my blog. I can write what I feel and what I know.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Good day.

Hello World.
Well I am sorry I have not kept this blog as up to date I would have hoped. Not to say that I don't want to, I have been crazy busy. Life seems to get that way sometimes.
Life has been a little complicated lately. The boy and I decided friends is the best thing right now, considering what an emotional mess I am, I think it may be for the best. He feels he can't handle my ups and downs. Well ok, guess what. YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT and please don't feed me anymore of your bull crap. So yes that's that.

Now then Work has been stressful, I am applying for a new position and I truley hope I get it. It would be a wonderful opportunity for me and diminish some of my current stress, not to mention I would kick ass.

So yes in a nut shell that is what is going on.
More updates to come.
Peace and
Much love,
Kates