Hi,
I know it been a little touch and go here on this blog.
Things have been a little tangled to say the least. If you have read my previous posts, you know I suffer from bi-polar disorder, and lately I have been in a not so good place.
I hate it when life gets complicated and people have a hard time understanding me for me. I try so very hard to let things go and not get so emotional.
Some day's I am on top of the world, while others, I can't even bring myself to get out of bed.
My therapist is wonderful, and I am on all the meds, but it's still hard to overcome me. I wonder everyday, why I have to suffer this, and some days I pray to let it all end.
However, I know that is not the answer. I am a special person, one of a kind. Yes it takes me longer to let people in, to trust, but that is just me.
Someday I will get control over my life. I know I am taking steps in the right direction, it's just gonna take me a minute to get there.
When I get there I will blow the world away.
There is a part of me just waiting to be discovered.
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