A little less enthused.......

I realize it has been a little bit since my last post.... Very sorry, I have been crazy busy!
Well Spring is in the air, life is moving as usual..... Things are not going to good with the boy, but I guess I didn't expect anything less.
I going to say it, why must people be so confusing, why do we say one thing but act a completely different way? I know in my heart that what I am feeling is what it is.... I guess sometimes I get my hopes up, and expect something that isn't there, and it will never be there. I hope that I don't look back at this and eat my words.
I was having a conversation with one of my friends the other day, and we were talking about dating. How do you know when to call it quits? I mean we have been dating for a while, and I just don't feel it. I mean shouldn't I feel something by now? I do care for him, but I don't love him, and I don't think I ever will.
So much is happening in my life right now and I just don't have the time, or maybe I am just not willing to make the time for him. Which is a big RED LIGHT! I think it's time to throw in the towel, move on.....
We are two very different people, our emotions are different, and I don't think that I can ever feel or be with someone who is the way he is.
I am really not asking for anything here, I really just need to vent, and read this so I can think more clearly. I really need to think about this, but it sounds like I have already made up my mind........
Sometimes I wonder if I am cut out to settle down. It's not so much that I want to experience the dating world, It's more like I can't make up my mind. At any moment I can pick up and leave. Now how am I going to fit a relationship in my life? I have so many plans and goals in my life, and lately I feel as if I am just beginning. Maybe not a positive outlook on my love life, but I am excited about my future.
Life can be so complicated at times, it makes my head spin, but I guess that is what living is about. Growing, finding yourself, and not having regrets. So With that being said, I guess I will have to see what these next fews days have in store for me!
Happy Monday! :)